Happy New Moon!
I'm writing to you from a cute little Brazilian cafe in the old center of Porto, during one of my "digital days", which feels super weird for two reasons:
I'm in a city, away from my wonderful island
I'm sitting in front of a screen after a few days of walking for hours
Today is one of these strange days when I feel that the deep connected state is available at any time, yet I just can't get myself to grasp it. As I process this thought while typing, it becomes clear to me that the mode of working when I spend an entire day in front of a screen is not only painful, but also completely unproductive, if not even damaging for my mental health.
But that's okay. I'm learning how to be with it, and I know that as I finish this review, I'll take my thoughts for a walk again, and reconnect to the state of constant synchronicity – because that's what happens when I start walking.
During the last Full Moon, I wrote in my journal:
I'm totally mind-blown by how strongly the abundance manifested itself in this period. The amount of beautiful moments, powerful insights, deep connections with beautiful souls... It seems that everything is so much in alignment, that even a Tarot deck treated me to offering me The Sun three times in a row
I do feel like The Sun right now, and it seems that this vibrant light energy is shining externally touching hearts of some of the people I had an opportunity to interact with, which is a beautiful feeling. I don't feel like this is much of my achievement, but more of "channeling" some kind of powerful energy that I somehow managed to open myself and tuned in to.
In the same time, I feel strong reluctance to digital work, and it seems that my soul just wants to keep on walking, and walking, and walking for hours, and hours, and hours, and hours, in a deep meditative state.
I feel a little bit of tension around this, as my intellectual brain tells me that *I should work*, but I see it as a good practice of relaxing into that state and accepting the fact that I choose the life where the walking and screen time can coexist in a symbiotic state. But I'm still not there yet.
There's no rush.
My intention for this personal Camino, is to truly connect with myself, under all the patterns, intellectual chatter, noise, addictions and my tendency to get distracted.
Since the Moon is now entering the Libra space, is also the perfect time for zooming on the relationships in my life. Who are the people that are the closest to me? How do I want to shape these relationships? What kind of romantic partner am I looking for? What can I bring to people around me, whether I know them or not?
I'll be diving deep into this thoughts, as my feet take me through the labyrinth of streets in Porto and Lisboa, until eventually bringing me back to Pico, if that's what's suppose to happen. You never know, and I know better than to expect things.
As Greeks say:
"When humans make plans, Gods laugh"
(btw, if you happen to be Greek, I’d make my day to see the phrase above written in Greek alphabet 👁).
Let's not make plans then, and instead flow freely with the intention of tunning in to our hearts and something bigger than our tiny little selves.
Let's be The Sun, and let our hearts shine together.
What could be better than that?
With Infinite Love and Light, you Beautiful Being ☀️
Michal
ps. Three links to share with you:
Infinity Squares Course, which still goes through the phase of emergence
And of course, my Moonly Video